Hi friends
Oh is mi again. Hope today Li Jia Wei can get a bronze n make S'pore proud. But she is still not a pure Singaporean!
KTV tat day was fun but din sing to heart's content.
Vio...hope u take things easy n take care.
U know e Z pop concert got JJ leh! Last yr he was in last min n i got e tix but i din go so sad. This yr he was in e concert in e very last min again but i dun hav e tix!!!! I miss him so much!
Later goin for a jog, have been eating alot lately. When u at home nothing to do u will tend to find food n worst is junk food! N i ate quite lots of rice too! So is time to exercise. But i will make it hme b4 my show!
Ok bye.... Take care
Cand|Ce
it's me again at [1:33:00 AM]
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Hi my friends
thanx for all e concern. I m feeling so much better already. Haha cos maybe also under PMS mood. Hey i develop my Redang photos le. N talking bout Redang, wonder if C4 die la ar? Did they receive it i also duno. Not bothered to msg them haha... But occasionally i will miss them n their jokes!!!
Vio....i also wan broadband so fast. Do u know everytime i surf net or come tis page i either hav to wait extremely long or try a few times....Ey know wat u r thinking...is not cos i leng k! But my dad say ex so dun wan. My other com maybe faster but i can't connect it to net! No choice....
Hey june...r u tat busy? Haven heard frm u so long. We mus catch up more on on next gathering. We mus spend hrs talking non stop k!
Jean...jus saw u on sat so wat i wan say said already hee... We all can go sing K box then go sch already or go after sch since Clementi is now so near to our sch! When clementi 1 open sure got promo mus go catch hold of it!
Oh ya...i hav straighten out some of my thoughts...told jean tat day le. Well, think i goin giv myself a yr. I will do my best to adapt n who knows i may grow to like wat i studying! If after one yr, i still dun like it n my exam cannot make it i may considering quitting! Ya i know i may waste my time n $ but i dun wan force myself to be so miserable. Maybe i will go NIE, diploma also no choice. Hope i do well in NIE then maybe they can allow mi to further study to degree! Tat time i reject NIE offer cos e letter came so late n i can't refund SIM fees. Studying chi may be a better thing than accounting, i can abandon maths 4ever haha.... But everything is still early to say, i will wait for a yr.
Hee...stomach growling le goin make hot bee hoon n eat then watch wan quan yu le. Oh ya not forgetting to tell ur sth, all cos i always watch wan quan yu le, for some time i turn my focus to 5566 n K1!!!! They r quite funny lor. How can i? But luckily i wake up in time n heart will always remain with F4 hehe. But vio...think K1's Li yang looks abit like Huang Yida leh. When is JJ goin organise autograph session, i can die waiting leh...hey dun say anything bad bout him hehe... jay's "jie kou" very nice!
Take Care n miss ya.......
~X|ao X|aN~
it's me again at [10:32:00 PM]
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hey!!! mY brOadband is instaLLed le!! haha...the speed definiteLy faster....aLot faster...bUT may seem nOrmal to U all. haha...
Jeanie! thaNKs for helping me tO bid fOr tutoriaLs last night~* haha...when U heLp me that time reaLLy qUite fast. haha... i jUst got reminded Of our chinese lecturer's "poG poG poG poG"
hahahahhaha!! oH enjOy reading yOur cLeo mag~ =)
pS. i may need tO get yOur agencY's number frOm U! haha...need tO find tuitiOn... =P
jUne aH! mY cHi lecturer can reaLLy mUmbLe man... me n jeanie couldn't hear him prOperLy... haha... then i reaLLy dOzed Off again.............haha.. sOmetimes we pOp by eacH other's canteen k? then at least still can meet..i haven try the science faC dessert yet.
oh! went tO sinG k at party wOrld with jeanie.... erm like befOre sch started... we went to sch earLy at 9am. then we found out that we still can't biD for tutoriaLs. so we went cLementi. the sTupid kbOx is nOt opened in the mOrning. as wad the lady in pizzaHut said " kbOx still not stabLe so dun OPen sO earLy" =S sO we went partY wOrLd.
haha...the mangO miLk very niCe. act cUte with jean n sanG "sUkidayO" ..din nOe gOt this
sOng.. aha.. then we started singing "hiGh" songs...starting from amei's high high high...to eLva's songs. n sun yaNzi's...hahahhaha..we gOt very high... esP. jeanie....think she gOt crazy. haha! =P jOking~
then we went to bUy mY contacT lenses...mY last pair broke/spLit intO haLf in the mOrning..haha..was stUnned when i saw it. bOught a one yr sUpply of lenses...$150...=S
then we went tO appLy for the dBs master card n eZ Link. bUt bOth aLso cannOt... then we went shOpping...hee...S &K!! One Of mY faV... bOught this briGht yeLLow tOP with a white haLter inside...v niCe. like it aLot...=) jeanie bOugHt a skirT & a pinK tOp tOo!! hehe....
yea! did i mention abOut mY late rePly to the arts cLub regarding the jap students' visit? aLthough i replied late, they caLLed me yesterdaY afternOon to ask if i reaLLy can commit tO the event. i said yes n even heLPed jeanie to get a PLace too...sO the 2 Of us will get the cHance to interaCt with the jap students!! =) haha...jeanie said something like "violet u go get one n then yOu can go japan" hope they are cUte. =)
Ok lah...taKe care ppL!
it's me again at [8:21:00 PM]
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sPeciaLLy fOr ps!
ps... didn't knOw yOu blogged in thios aLreadY. as in yOu wrOte everything out le. just saw yOur post. i went to see jean's one before bLogging.. so din manage to read yours. nOw i did.
yUp. knew you were gOing to get abit uncomfortabLe upOn knOwing me & jeanie got intO arts...sO we dinnO how to teLL you initiaLLy. then i sms-ed the Other day. trying to be taCtful. yup. bUt we stiLL knOw hOw you must have feLt uPon knOwing.... one thing yOu dun haVe to wOrry! we wiLL nOt forget You lahhhhhhhhh.......! you beNdan.
dun crY arh...... dun be tOo touched. =P nah. then the thing abOut the divOrce thing. it's nOt gOod to ask them fUrther.but from wad u said. u seem to side your uncLe mOre...=) since he needs your ears quite badLy...just talk to him or best still, just listen tO him...=) your auntie is doing things abit overboard la...buT think can *ti liang* her.... there's nOthing mUch you can do tO soLve their prOb. dun let it be a bUrden to ya...the mOst you can help now is listen to your uncLe when he needs U!! =)
okaY...shall stOp being a kpO. mabbe pS yOu're fine aLready n i m talking these "you de mei you de" haha... i aLso haven make anY new frens.... nOt many..just like one or twO. think U also mah...dOn't wOrry. sUre can make frens.... yOu try be mOre aCtive lo....if nOt also nvm one. s'pore weatHer v.V.v hOt lateLy..., they will cOme fOr YOU!!!! =Pp hahahah....bLeah. this is me la. cannOt stOp teasing U~*
i had breakfast *chicken cUrrY* lunCh cUm dinner *chicken cUrry* hope i dun laO sai! hahaha.....*cHoi*
cHeeR uPpPPps ps!!! =)
it's me again at [4:10:00 AM]
i shall Post this heRe ...fOr the convenience Of pS.... yep. finaLLy yOu posted a new uPdate~* hey... dun be tOo uPset or anytHing.... jUst let it fiLL uP your bLog....! dun suPpreSs thinGs inside Of yOurseLf man... =) bLog everything oUt. you will feeL betta i gUess. and yes, yOu have yOur *G3* bY yOur side aLways.. =)
hey and jeanie...sOrry if i neGlected you yesterday..very nOt-in-the-mOod...i aLso thOught saturday can go oUt with you ppL & haVe a great time. bUt the prob is everytime we plan to gO out either One will have prObLem in the end. then when our main purpOse was to take neO-prints seems weird aLL n aLL...yUps. we will say something like "then we go toWn eat ah? eat where n wad? " the whOle purpose seems Lost... like to go out just for neO-print is stUpid.. we should dO this sponteneousLy... yah? haha... actUally i dun think i m expressing myseLf cLear enUff~*
yeah... that's why suddenLy that day i said we canceL the Outing. nO mOod. my pms mOod started then i think...hehe...
n heY!! my sister bought me tHis niCe purpLe coLor water bOttLe! haha...i Like it alOt. so i bought this bOttled-drink which my sis Likes jUst nOw...i aLso gOt drinK lah...heh..=P
jUne! if i bUy mp3 player i want a red one....haha...sUppOrting yOur faV color. just saw the papers yesterday, mY E700A got red coLor one aLso.......... but BLUE is perfectLy fine for me...haha...
jeanie...yaH...hanging Out witH yOu is nOt bad...pLs dun be mistaKen by wad i wrOte las nite On my bLog... the "me<-->jeanie" haha... i just wanted to show we have been linked to each oTher thrOugh the past few days ya? =)
met this gaL called "yanrU" in prima just nOw. we juSt chatted when we gOt to knOw we are bOth 1st yrs in NUS... haha...aLL the aunties loOked at us like aLiens. c0s we gOt so excited when we were chatting...hahah...we aRe mad man...interesTing girL...=)
Last bUt nOt least...pS! i hOpe yOu wiLL feeL betta day bY daY! i kNow your feeLings. cos i undergOne thIs nOt long agO rem??? hehe... yah. you wiLL think you r crazy! bUt in faCt you r nOt. perhaps too pressurized Or wad... jUst reLax. n straighten OutyOur thoughtS... tHink positiveLy!!!!! you WILL get better!!! =)
taKe caRe ppL...baO zhOng ah!!!
it's me again at [3:35:00 AM]
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wAh, pS, dAt'S a LoNg pOsT.. hMm.. i nOe u nOt iN a hApPi mOoD yEsT.. bUt tt dAy aT thE mOviE i oSo duN dArE aSk u.. rEaLLi hOpE u OkiE Le.. aNyWaY, tOdAe c u, i tiNk u'Ve bEcuM bEtA? bUt nOw dEn i rEad G4'S bLoG, sO sOrRy iF i sTiR uP uR fEeLiNg bY aSkiN u tO sTaY iN siM.. didn nOe thErE wErE oThEr fAcToRs aFfEcTiNg u aS weLL.. weLL, gO fOr wHt u tiNk iS riGhT fOr u n i'LL suPpOrT u k?! :)
nXt tiMe anY pRoBs muSt LeT uS nOe k? i nOe iT iSn eAsy tO kEeP tO oNeSeLf.. gLaD tt u teLL uS iN tHe enD.. i'LL aLwAz bE hEre fOr u.. G2 wiLL tOo!!
it's me again at [7:45:00 AM]
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Hi my dear frens...
Sorry i hav not been here for quite a long time as my mood not v gd recently. But now feeling better le.
Maybe is time i should share with u all. There r 2 things tat r happening....
First, is all cos of adaption to SIM. I still cannot get use to it yet. I still haven make any friends there n i m quite e passive type. It is not so easy to make frens there cos most of them already hav their own grp n i find it hard to join in. Tho i hav some JC classmate there but our lesson not everytime e same n i m not tat close to them 1. Morever they also hav their own frens, they can't show all their attention to mi. Sorry...think ur know i m tat kind needs more attention n hate being alone! I feel so isolated in SIM n the things being taught were so diff. Maths was O level standard n i can't even solve some of them. I din attend consultation all cos of no company. Duno how long i goin take to get use to it n if i can take it any longer.
Think i m too used having u 3 ard mi, now w/o ur i m so lost. Upon knowing jean n vio can get into NUS n study same things together i was quite sad. Hope ur dun misunderstand, actually i was v happy for u 2 upon hearing tis news. Jus tat e thought of i can't be with u all makes mi so sad. How i wish i can be with u all jus like in e past. Sorry i may hav sound like a spoilt child.... Okie most impt, u 3 mus work hard n study hard k! Dun forget mi k :)
Next thing, duno if i hav ever mention to any of u. My uncle n aunt is getting a divorce. Erm, tis pair think ur hav not met b4. But think jean will know. Remember tat time we go ACS watch dong dong tat uncle tat shouted ur name? Duno if u still hav e impression. Well, they both quite dote mi but my uncle dote on mi alot. B4 tis thing start, he ever asked mi if he get a divorce who will i support. At tat time i think he joking(he likes to joke) so i jus laugh n ignore for a few times. Then it gets more serious, he says will i care for his future happiness, if he dun like my aunt already how? Wat if he has another gal outside? Will i say YES to him getting divorce. I was alone in study rm with him at tat time. Tis time round i really duno how to ans n was so scared tat i cried. He stopped asking.
The thing came, he filed for a divorce. My aunt do nt wan to sign! Heard tat they were quralleing everyday since tat divorce n my uncle seldom return home or will be home v late. They hav a son, he is not a normal child(he needs alot of care), think ur know wat i meant rite? Think they also wan to fight for e custody. Then my aunt keep scaring e son n one occasion she even said she goin wear red n jump down frm their flat!!! Tis thing already happening for few mths le. I also feel so bad, when uncle came my house i can c tat he wans talk to mi. But b4 he got a chance to open his mouth i turn n return to my rm. He looks sad. I really at lost, wanted to comfort him but duno how. Can c tat he loss weight n becomes quite haggard. Felt so bad, can't help a uncle tat dote on mi so much! At tat time i was also sad abt sch n really duno wat to say to him.
Then tat aunt is getting on my nerve n making mi crazy. She will call in middle of nite to look for my mum to su4 ku3. As u know mu parents'rm ph ringer is off n my sis sleep like pig 1 so left mi to ans. N i had to go knocking my mum door reluctantly. Funny thing is she will apologise early next morning saying she din know is so late...my god! N hor on occasion she will come knocking our hse door early morning, ring e bell non stop. Every1 is still sleeping! I m light sleeper. Heard her crying n talking to my mum saying dun wan sign papers. ok i feel sorry for her too but e prob is e love btw them is gone, wat can she do? Another thing is she keeps making uncle agaited so tat he will beat her then she can gao4 uncle go jail!!!! She even go asking my mum n other aunt if they r e one getting divorce wat they goin do. Haa they were like nt very happy cos like cursing them! Y mus things turn out like tat? last time i duno e impact of divorce, now i know!
These past week tears flow like turning tap.
Hmm...after saying out feel so much better. So how hav ur been? KK i also looking forward to our gathering. Vio...so sorry din online for quite a while so din know abt ur heart prob. Better le? Jean thanx for all e sms. June hope u enjoy sch, oh dun understand wat "qing fu" means leh?
Ya NDP, haha only waited for JJ perform then i stop watching then till fireworks then watch again. Yeah JJ rocks man! He n his cd is my support for e past wk. Think i really in love n crazy over him hahaha. He shall be e guy i looking for out there. Vio...haha all e guys u mention think zai zai is e only 1 tat i fancy haha. Did ur hear jerry n huang zhi wei new song? Not very nice leh hehe... Hope i din offend any.
Take care my frens... Cya
*X|aN*
it's me again at [8:48:00 PM]
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national day....over...just like it never happened at all. cos i was working yesterday. n befOre i knew it, all tv shows on ndp ended... then this yr my mom din hang the fLag. worse still. yup. to me national day was like any normal day...
pS!! u haO Le ma??? u are welcome to call me & tell me hOw shuai your *qinG fU* is okie?? then i will suan u & him back altogether...hahaa....i find it really hard nOt to suan U.....really....oOps! =P
go see jeanie's page ...the picture we 2 laugHing...very naturaL...june. actually u very skillfuL. photographers are meant to take piCs of stUffs in their mOst naturaL state Or expression..hahahha...okie thats my logiC...
there's something i wanna say...bUt i forgOt...aiyah......
viOLet*cHew*yan*yEE
it's me again at [6:37:00 AM]
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hEy hEy, wE muSt mAkE tiS bLoG aLiVe aGaiN!!~ LeT mi aDD coLoUrS tO tiS dEn!!
juNe, finaLLy c uR rEd pOsT.. tHx fOr gUiDiNg mi tO tiS pAtH aH! iT's a hArD dEciSiOn bUt uR oPiNiOn heLpS! *hUgGz* tHx! (^_^) n tt "moO-gEr" fReN oF uRs iS rEaLLi wEiRd? aLtHo i nV c hEr b4, sHe sOuNdS LiKe a vEri wEiRd gEr!! hAa.. weLL, teLL uS mOrE nXt tYm!
viO, u bEtA tAkE gOoD cArE oF tt hEaRt oF uRs aH.. rEaD uR bLoG tOo.. nO woNdEr u kEeP pAnTiNg rEcEntLy.. hMm.. cHoY! wHt u wAnNa LiVe LoNgEr?! u wiLL k! u sTiLL gOtta aCc uR hUa cHi jiE mEi tO sCh k! :) weLL, iF u cAnT d/l tt fOrM, u cAn aLwAz aSk mi heLp u d/l.. i tRiEd Le n iT wOrKs..
pS, duNnO iF u'LL c tiS cOs i LiKe nV onLiNe rEcEntLy.. cAn c u r uNhApPi yESt, i uNdErStAnD.. cHeEr uP k! n beLiEvE mi, u'LL aDapT tO SiM.. mAyBe u gO aRd miXiNg mOrE fReNs u'LL finD tt u'LL gEt uSeD tO iT? i'LL aLwAz bE hErE fOr u n i beLieVe tHe rEsT oF tHe G4s tOo.. mY pHoNe wiLL bE rEaDy fOr uR riNg aNytiMe, aNywHeRe!! giMmE a smiLeZ!! (^_^) *hUgGs*
mY sTuPiD 7250i.. nOw i uSiNg mY bRo T610.. nOt vErY sUrE hOw tO uSe.. hMm.. n juNe, bRoThErHoOd iS vEri niCe!!! vErY niCe!! hOpE tO hEaR fRoM u gErS!! LuV yA!!!
JeAn
it's me again at [1:38:00 AM]
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heY..so tirEd aftEr orientAtion...hAa...2daY was borIng laH..waitnG for ~20 OGs to finiSh thEir perFOrmaNceS...siGh..*yawNz hAa..& viO+jeaN..i goTTa saY i'm blooDy haPPy fOr U 2 laH..hAha~!!wE aLL muZ jia yOu..i laZy 2 typE...nitEs girLs!!
.jUne.
it's me again at [9:51:00 AM]
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haha..jeanie...it's alive again. then dead again. so i shall revive it again...haha...added pS to the links...hope it was successful..
NUS! =)
i like w-inds! haha...keita very cute...trying to download their songs nOw. n going to check if the email has arrived. right cYas!!
it's me again at [12:51:00 AM]
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